I think I've mentioned before that I never expected to get married so soon after my mission. I was prepared for a longish single life. But along came a woman who was everything I needed, and I was exactly what she needed. We fit together and the rest is history.
Early on in our marriage, my wife mentioned that if something should happen to her and I ended up a widower, she wanted me to remarry so our kids would have a mother figure in the home. I understood he desire. I also know that I'm not the most organized person and would not make a great single parent.
But in the back of my mind I wondered if lightning could strike twice. I don't think I've ever come across any other woman with whom I could form a marriage. Firstly, being gay, I don't typically become attracted to women. But I also have other personality quirks that would give other women a hard time. I'm not exactly the easiest person to live with.
It's very difficult for me to even imagine that another woman would come along. I don't feel like there is another compatible soul out there. I already married the most amazing woman. I'm glad after all these years my wife has remained healthy and strong, and I don't have to be single again.
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